The Holy Souls will mourn and lament over
their blindness and folly in accepting the miserable
satisfaction of the transitory pleasures of earth at
the cost of the separation from God and the physical
torment that is their due. "Fools that we were!"
they will cry out, "All the pleasures of our past life
are not worth mentioning in comparison with the
pain of one hour, nay, of one moment in Purgatory.
They were but a shadow that passed by, the
remembrance of them does but add to our suffering."
"Fools that we were!" they will again cry
out, "We did not accept with resignation the sorrows
and trials of earth. By our impatience, our
murmuring, our discontent, we only made ourselves
more miserable, and, for this very misery, added to
our lot on earth by our own folly, we are suffering
now far greater misery in these torturing flames,
and by our separation from Him Who is the source
of all happiness and all joy."
"Fools that we were! We might have turned
all those sufferings into happiness, if we had used
them as we ought. We might have lightened them,
and made them comparatively easy to bear, if we
had been resigned to the holy will of God; nay,
we might have earned merit from each and all,
and learned willingly and of our own accord that
lesson of patience that here we learn, willingly,
indeed, but nevertheless painfully, and as a just
penalty of our impatience." Reflect what will be to
you the chief cause of suffering when you come to
Purgatory? Pleasures wrongfully indulged? or self-love? or sufferings
badly borne?